things are completely different
And I haven’t shared how I am doing in a while. Fuck. I haven’t worked in 2 months now. I got fired from my hospice job in February. Since then I have been going to school still, and doing absolutely shit with my all the free time I have. I feel like shit because of it. Many reasons to feel like shit in this situation. Loosing the job I loved, loosing the family of choice I...
tumblr I fucking miss you, life just keeps getting...
Pictures & Writings
Dear followers and friends, My pictures are for you to see my life. I want my friends and people that care for me to be able to have a glimpse of what I experince on the daily. I use to have a strong desire to share everything I see, but the reality is it’s impossible to share everything. That’s where my artistic side comes out. I am no professional photographer, just a boy who really...
This Charming Man
“This man said it’s gruesome that someone so handsome should care.” I want to believe this line is for me. I am always thinking about what am I doing wrong, when everyone tells me not to worry. I don’t always get what I want when it comes to dating guys so I worry about what could I be doing wrong that wouldn’t make me lovable. All my supporting friends tell me...
Callie and her gay uncle Edgar
Tonight is my last night being a teenager.
If only I fucking felt like a teenager. I am really proud of myself. I have never felt so happy with where I am at in life. I was thinking about my previous birthdays, and all the difficult struggles I was handling at the time. I realized that I haven’t had a happy birthday in a couple of years. 18 with no family, and 19 was a waste of money. Now that I am settled with a beautiful home, an...